Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Pee will be the death of me

i can see the headlines now, and hear the talk: it's just a little inconvenient, why did pee send her over the edge? i know it's ridiculous and the illogical behavior, seemingly unwarranted fear, the drama, the lies should really bug me more, but no, it's the pee. after 4 years, i'm just so ready to be done with pee. with 8 and 10 year olds, it's just time for me to stop dealing with diapers and wet sheets. past time. way past time.
when you live in an RV, and have exactly 14 undies so everyone has two weeks of happy days with clean undies, 2 missing pairs makes this mom suspect the old tricks resurfacing. maybe they're just hidden under something, or they fell behind something, but my (possibly traumatic) history of pee tells me she's had accidents and thrown them away to hide it. again. and maybe not, but they don't seem to be here after hours of looking, and with a laundry trip not scheduled yet and no undies, it's not super convenient.
i'm so so so so so so tired of pee.